When I lived in Sheffield Lake, we got a few kittens. I don’t remember the exact time period off the top of my head but I was either in elementary or middle school. The kittens slept in the bed with me. One of them liked to sleep by my head and groom my hair. Another…
Coincidence?
a remarkable concurrence of events or circumstances without apparent causal connection. I highly doubt the experiences I’ve had growing up have been coincidences. Were all the kids around me being sexual because it is natural? Were there that many adult predators near me growing up? Why did I have to have child porn made of…
Child Predators, continued
In high school, in marching band, grades 9-12 were all together in one group. There was this one girl who befriended me. She was younger than me. We started texting and talking outside of band. We never hung out outside of school, but we were always very cordial with each other when we would run…
Unable to work
3 years ago, I was a very busy software engineer. I had written, from scratch, numerous projects that saved the company I was working for a lot of money. Before coming to Beckett, I was on my mother’s health insurance and was being treated for Opioid Use Disorder with Suboxone. Once I was hired into…
The world is run by child predators
I was born with Aphantasia. I don’t have the ability to conjure vivid imagery in my mind. When I was going to Sheffield Middle School, shortly after seeing a doctor about me staying up late at night, I had a vivid dream about a classmate riding on top of me having sex. I couldn’t imagine…
Rhabdomyolysis
I wanted to take a day off and asked my supervisor for permission. He told me he would approve it if I went to work out with him and the group at R.W. Beckett’s gym. I had been wanting to go to the gym, so I obliged. R.W. Beckett is a sibling corporation of Beckett…
A review of Huntington Bank
As discussed in one of my previous blog posts, I let cbain.tech go because it was $80 a year to renew. Above is proof that it was not auto-renewing. The domain stopped working after it was expired. Above shows the transaction that I did not make, today. Above shows how my account went negative to…
My poor cat
It is 4:40 in the morning, and unfortunately this is one of those nights where as soon as I got tired and laid down, I started feeling buzzing in my face and the feeling of being tired went away. My cat was dead asleep curled up by my partners legs. I hear one of the…
Discord, X (Twitter) & EA Games
These three corporations all banned or deleted accounts that I owned. Discord I created a separate discord for one of my characters in a video game. The account’s sole purpose for existing was connecting with upcoming communities and philanthropy. One day, after a break from using the account and playing the video game, I tried…
Back online
The blog went offline because my domain expired. I went with domain.com and didn’t realize the renewal on the domain was going to be $80 a year. I let cbain.tech go and purchased cbain.dev for $1.10, the yearly renewal for the .dev domain is $12.87. Much more affordable. I do not currently make any money…